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| Tuesday, November 29, 2005 |
| I'm in love...... |
I will be collecting my new doggie Yuki, which means 'snow' or lucky in Japanese on the 10th December. She's a pedigree Black and Silver Miniature Schnauzer and her parents are from Taiwan. My friend who is the co-owner of the pet shop said she will be a wee bit smaller when she's full grown as compared to the other miniature schnauzers.
I visited her over the weekend and she was so so adorable. I guess it must have been comforting and safe for her when I hugged her coz she fell asleep and that's when I took her photo.
 Cute aye???? hehehehe..... my photo editing skills not so good la... so don't laugh |
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| Thursday, November 24, 2005 |
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Having stomach cramps now.... sobs
Having an MCQ test on this coming Monday and I have only read through half of the notes and I mean read through literally. I've got classes on Sat and a wedding at night. Worst of all, I have not written any notes for it at all. How to find time to study well for it???? frowns. Must spend some time planning for it and cannot write notes now since time is limited. Maybe I'll start writing when my test is over. Haiz Hectic life of a working student..... |
| posted by Oink @ 11/24/2005 03:07:00 PM |
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| Tuesday, November 22, 2005 |
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I had a terrible fright yesterday night during my shower. I'll always remove my glasses when I shower duh! who would not, I'm almost deemed blind without wearing them. When I turn back to face the high small window, I saw something moving on the glass panes. I thought it was my eyes playing tricks on me or it just just a moth or some other flying beetle. I was observing it closely so that if it ever flew in, I could dodge it quickly. It was this time that I realise the size of the bug (approximately the width of 2.5 one-dollar coins) and the two exceptionally long feelers twiddling. The first image that came to my mind was that the bug was actually a
Shriek!!!! COCKROACH aka '小强'!!!
I was almost scared stiff and I ran out of the bathroom in the chilly night, distraught. I was glad I had not soaped myself then if not I could have had a terrible fall. Got my Mom to rid of the most disgusting and feared bug sheepishly. She whom is afraid as well handed over the responsibility to my fearless Dad and told him in Hokkien, " Your daughter say toilet got cockroach and she don't dare to shower till you help her get rid of it." Meanwhile, I was hiding in my parent's air-conditioned room shivering from cold clothed in a mere towel. It took less than a minute before I was told it is killed and thrown in the rubbish. Yet I still asked a lot of questions that depict my paranoia.
"Is it killed yet? Are you sure?" " Really ar?"
"Ya, it's in the tissue, you wanna see it?"
"No."
I continued my shower looking nervously around just in case.....
This is the first time in my whole life that I was freaked out by IT while showering. It scared the s**t out of me. It must be the retribution. I think I freaked out a small ant while killing it this morning, now it's my turn. To have a big gross bug to make me scream with fear during my most vulnerable moment.
Nevertheless, It was a hilarious and scary moment. kekekeke....
Yup it's alright to laugh at me... I would too.... |
| posted by Oink @ 11/22/2005 03:37:00 PM |
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| Friday, November 18, 2005 |
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Passionate, fiery, and sassy.
You're a total smart aleck who's got the biggest personality around. |
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| posted by Oink @ 11/18/2005 11:22:00 AM |
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Life's ironical. Yesterday I am saying 'Cheer up! Things will get better', this morning I have to tell it to myself. It's tiring to be in a vicious cycle that I did not choose to be part of. I'm not even sure if the main character that's churning this cycle is aware that the people she dragged in forcefully is experiencing monetary crisis every single month. When asked about the probable reasons as she why she has to do what she does every month, she always gives a recorded answer and says nothing more. Probing further into it will make her terribly upset and not just sour but ferment the relationship. I have seen it happen many times before. It feels terrible just being an audience to watch this scene happen and it does last for a terrible long time before things become normal. Sometimes, it just stays as it is. Everyone especially the person who doubted, treads on thin ice with every single move and word.
There has been this one particular issue has always bothered me. I think I must have said a million or more times that without the excess cash, money spent on buying '4D' and 'ToTo' is like throwing them into a furnace of burning coals. Yet, I always get the silent treatment or the rebuttal that it's like buying 'Hope', hoping that perhaps one day, they might strike the lottery and life would be better off. Sometimes I really wonder if I can calculate the worth of gambling against the odds of winning, which is a nett negative value, how is it possible that people 40 years or more older than me, who has seen and experience the world changing for the past half a century would not understand and choose to accept this simple mathematical calculation.
It has not been easy to plan my finances. Having to save for my studies, watch my own meagre expenditure, save a small amount for rainy days (or the doggie) and lend money knowing that it will not be returned. I just could not bear to see my family suffer terribly every month and not being able to utter words depicting how hard life is for them individually. Yet whenever I try to help, I end up trapped in terrible situations where I can hardly move. I feel like I was being left for the dead in a dessert where there's no water or food, all alone by myself except the burning ball of flame hanging high up above the clouds mocking my every breath.
I am tired of nagging like a 60 year old woman, frustrated that I can do no better than now, angry at people who choose to be dense, irritated at the way things have advanced to and thinking whether I should plan better for myself while the rest of my family is struggling.
~Haiz~
I guess it's this time again where I have to tell myself words I said to many: 'Cheer up! Things will get better. Whatever worries tomorrow awaits for the 'ME' to deal with, Tomorow. So I shall concentrate on doing my best for today.' |
| posted by Oink @ 11/18/2005 10:45:00 AM |
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| Monday, November 14, 2005 |
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I had just finish my exams....
Not in a very good mood now when I start to think how well I can do in it....
My first paper was alright. I think I can do pretty well in it. For the least, I know I can pass well.
The second one was not really that good.... I did not really study for it and I was having a terrible bout of sneezing my nose off and coughing my lungs out. It was terrible.
To make myself happier, I had went out after my paper. Had drinks with my girlfriend and some friends, ate fatty supper before I hit the sack to get ready for new class the next day. A brand new module. Yup, I did not have at least a day of rest before the cycle begins again.
But I enjoyed my weekend though. Caught two movies in a row and went window shopping. I think I feel a little bit perkier than last week. I believe I can get over it and work harder for better grades for this module....
I am now doing self-hypnosis everyday to be numb to this kind of no-break, minimal rest kinda no-life.
I hope that I could do well for the last paper......
*whines* hoping that I can pass is more realistic. |
| posted by Oink @ 11/14/2005 11:12:00 AM |
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| Your Animal Personality | 
Your Power Animal: Eagle
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale
You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.
Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal. |
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| posted by Oink @ 11/14/2005 11:11:00 AM |
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| Friday, November 04, 2005 |
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I'm pleased by myself these past few days. I have been disciplined enough to study. Though I intended to finish writing all my notes by yesterday, I did not. But I'm only lacking by 1.5 of a lecture behind time. So tonight I will finish writing them and take a weekend break before I start revising and cramming for my exams on the 10th and 11th of Nov on Mon.
Funny thing though, my writing pens have been so overused that the ink stop flowing when I was writing and I had to rest for a short while before there was ink in the pen again. All my blue writing pens had died and sprung back to live many time for the past three days. Weird hur? but it's true. Plus my right arm and fingers and hands have started to have their routine cramps and bone aches again. My arms are falling apart. Ahhh....
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Have just had my very very brief performance appraisal. Boss said I had to work harder. I guess with studying and working, I have did not perform so well at work. *Haiz* He showed me the score he gave when he said that, it was 9, and the best was 10. So I guess everyone got 10 except for me then. Nevermind, I'll work harder from now on. Must focus on job more because I think nowadays, I'm not as focused as before and tend to spend more time on the desk doing some reading then at the lab doing my experiments. 加 油!!!! *to myself* |
| posted by Oink @ 11/04/2005 09:39:00 AM |
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